"Boy, I'd sure like to screw him."
The Rabbi replies, "Out of what?"
I am, outrageously bored. I've been bored for literally most of the afternoon. I think I've been bored for probably 8 out of the last 10 hours, easy. I have absolutely nothing to do. Commence rambling.
I did relatively well on my math midterm I suppose, eh. This week I got to witness a (mentally disturbed??) donut shop proprietor convince a HS Valedictorian, National Merit Scholar, Wells Scholar, nearly perfect SAT scorer and triple major. . . er(?) (all the same person) that he needed twice as many pastries as he set out to buy.
"So what I'm hearing you say is that you need 2 dozen." Crescent Donut Man
"I'm not convinced of that, sir!" Tyler
We left with 2 dozen.
Have I mentioned that I love Rush? I really love Rush.
It's March.
Looking forward to spring break. Hopefully I'll be able to chill with some people, at least go out to lunch or something the first weekend. Excuse me while I change the song. . . That's better. Still looking forward to breake much more than being in Bloomington. This is not alright, but whatever. I don't think I'm going to get to do much this break. Probably play a lot of pokemon. (5 days.) Hopefully get to spend some time at BSU. Also, of course, sex drugs and rock n' roll. . . phffffff.
. . . I swear that line is "I can learn to persist with anything but a meat loaf."
I got bored in E202 last week and opened a Bullet for my Valentine app to check band news. Unfortunately the home screen of the app plays music, even if the phone is on vibrate. The only flaw with the iPhone is it does not have a "holycrapturnthehelloff" button. With my old phone I could immediately jam on a button as hard as I could (to teach it a lesson) and shut it off. The iPhone is not very embarrassing-moment-reaction friendly.
In the words of Peter Klaven from I Love You, Man: "I need to get some fuckin friends."
^ True story, Pete. True story. Seriously. What am I doing? This is not working out. What am I to do with this?
Although Peter, in the movie, was in a much better situation, as he was getting freaking married (to Rashida Jones no less!) I need to get a freaking girl. This is pathetic. I have no life. Flip. What to do? I don't know. Not a clue.
I still love Rush.
I really can't wait till summer. I've been listening to some old music, getting nostalgic. Can't wait to drive, and drive with friends, with the windows open and songs blaring. Can't wait to go to the dunes. Can't wait to go to a concert with Max, hopefully. Can't wait to hang out at Nate's. Really the image of driving at night, people in the car and the windows open, warm air blowing in, that's what is in my mind. Which reminds me, I should be listening to Red Barchetta.
Wind
In my hair
Shifting and drifting
Mechanical music
Adrenaline surge...
Well-weathered leather,
Hot metal and oil,
The scented country air.
Sunlight on chrome,
The blur of the landscape,
Every nerve aware.
I don't know what it is about driving, but I really love driving with warm air blowing in and some music playing loudly. I don't know why the image I have, driving with friends, is at night. Probably just because it's like we're heading to BW3's or something.
NONE OF THIS IS LICENSE TO SEND ME ON ERRANDS.
Well sorta. I don't mind driving a ways. I've always liked long car rides, trips. but this does not mean I want to go to Wal-Mart.
Seriously though, this isn't working. I'm not sure what to do, but I want to do something and this isn't working. Probably it doesn't help that I have so much TIME to think about how it's not working, but that is a compounding problem.
I can't pretend a stranger is a long awaited friend.
Holy crap it's almost one. . . Not that that matters I suppose. I wouldn't have gotten to sleep by now anyway. I can't wait until I have my own freaking room in a house with only 2 other people.
Well now I'm chatting with Max so I think that ends this rambling post.
So sorry you are still struggling. It really is difficult for this Mammaw to see(read) about her grandchildren's struggles! Although do not stop writting, I can't wait till we come down to get you. We will go out to lunch sometime while you are home. Also I want to do something as a family (all 16 of us) this will be the last time for a LONG time for all to be together. By the time you come home for summer, Gage will be in San Antino. Would love for us all to go to Blue Gate or Essenhaus:) Needs to be first Saturday you are home!
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